duvey covers and turf burn.

i washed my sheets today.

one of my favorite feelings in the world is lying on clean sheets right after a shower. and its even better on a warm summer night. like tonight. even though its not summer it sure feels like a warm summer night.

theres only two things that would make this moment better. one. the most amazing boy in the world could be lying with me. two. i didnt have gnarley turf burn on my knee and shin. that shit is totally taking away from the bliss of clean sheets after a shower.

so one of my best friends got engaged. you know we've lost alot of touch but i'd still consider her a best friend. we've been through alot together. we've stayed with each others families. she was with me through the whole losing a best friend debacle. we got lost like 3 times trying to leave her state. good ol' compass and coloring books. anywhoo. shes getting married. man im happy for her. i wish we didnt lose so much touch i may very well have been in the wedding but ill settle for an invite. unfortunately for my boo i have wedding fever now... as usual actually.

I want to marry that boy so bad. and id do it tomorrow if he asked. and now that she is engaged im driving him crazy cuz its all i talk about. but he still loves me. it makes him giggle sometimes. i love to hear him giggle. you know its not a full on, teary eyed crack up kind of laugh. its a giggle. i think im the only one that makes him laugh like that. and i like that. when he laughs at me like that i know that he truly loves me. man thats a good feeling. the kind of feeling i get when i lay on clean sheets after a shower. i feel relaxed. and safe. and comfortable. and... happy.

aww to be happy again. its a good feeling.

so my old roommates new roommate went postal on her and is moving out. crazy. kinda came outa nowhere. i miss her. in a perfect world i could live with these crazy kids in north park and my old roomie would move in here. man that would be awesome. i think pita would like her. i miss our t.v. nights. she told me that the other day and it made me feel good to know she missed em too. its been a long time since i had a friend that missed me as much as i missed them. and that feels good. kind of like... you guessed it. clean sheets after a shower.

aww to be happy again. its a good feeling.

another day and still the same.

lyndzzz